Dear Group - Thank God for GreySheet. I'm still abstinent - on day 86. This is long-term abstinence for me. A few months ago, I was unable to get more than a couple of days at a time. For some periods I would call my sponsor every morning and binge every single day for weeks. I was in that place they talk about in the Big Book - terror, bewilderment, frustration and despair. As far as I was concerned the situation was hopeless. By...